Friday, April 6, 2012



Post #1 (Longest one ever, I pretty much promise)

Let me state categorically, and for the record, that I think David Foster Wallace is basically the most insightful and prophetic voice in the modern age, in terms of what it means to be a human being living in the tension of the pain/pleasure dichotomy. To quote:

I had a teacher I liked who used to say good fiction’s job was to comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable. I guess a big part of serious fiction’s purpose is to give the reader, who like all of us is sort of marooned in her own skull, to give her imaginative access to other selves. Since an ineluctable part of being a human self is suffering, part of what we humans come to art for is an experience of suffering, necessarily a vicarious experience, more like a sort of “generalization” of suffering. Does this make sense? We all suffer alone in the real world; true empathy’s impossible. But if a piece of fiction can allow us imaginatively to identify with a character’s pain, we might then also more easily conceive of others identifying with our own. This is nourishing, redemptive [emphasis mine]; we become less alone inside. It might just be that simple. But now realize that TV and popular film and most kinds of “low” art—which just means art whose primary aim is to make money—is lucrative precisely because it recognizes that audiences prefer 100 percent pleasure to the reality that tends to be 49 percent pleasure and 51 percent pain. Whereas “serious” art, which is not primarily about getting money out of you, is more apt to make you uncomfortable, or to force you to work hard to access its pleasures, the same way that in real life true pleasure is usually a by-product of hard work and discomfort. So it’s hard for an art audience, especially a young one that’s been raised to expect art to be 100 percent pleasurable and to make that pleasure effortless, to read and appreciate serious fiction. That’s not good. The problem isn’t that today’s readership is “dumb,” I don’t think. Just that TV and the commercial-art culture’s trained it to be sort of lazy and childish in its expectations. But it makes trying to engage today’s readers both imaginatively and intellectually unprecedentedly hard.



This is a quote I’ve more or less implemented and regularly cited with my Grade 10 and 11 English students, and refer to ad nauseam in class because I think it’s beautiful (in its own way) and true.

For students in a Christian “bubble” [rampant cliché], I see staggering value in the ethos of this statement because the Christian life is often framed in said contextual bubble as good, pure, and perhaps easy, and that the unbelieving, outside world is dark, sinful, and patently wrong. Wallace’s conception of life as 51% pain/49% pleasure, however, applies just as much to the Christian as to the adherent of any other worldview.

On a related note, and in another place in this 2003 interview, Wallace states that the role of fiction is to accurately portray “what it is to be a fucking human being.” He goes on:

This isn’t that it’s fiction’s duty to edify or teach, or to make us good little Christians or Republicans; I’m not trying to line up behind Tolstoy or Gardner. I just think that fiction that isn’t exploring what it means to be human today isn’t art.

From a Christian education standpoint, if we’re not turning students on to literature that explores the depths of the human experience, in all of its fallen and (hopefully) redemptive glory, then I maintain that we’re doing them a radical disservice.

This has several interesting implications for the Christian educator (which I’ll explore more in Post #2). Firstly, it occurs to me that literature of the aforementioned kind can unsettle students' parents. The reason being is that literature of this kind will usually feature certain “unsavory” language or adult themes, both of which many parents may want to safeguard their children from (until what age, I know not). In the shelter/preserve model of Christian parenting (in which the preservation of the child’s innocence is priority #1) lies an inherent danger: What happens to the child when they graduate from their Christian education and go on to the secular university campus or workplace? Essentially, I think the answer to this is that they’re in for a real straight-up and existentially shell-shocking metaphorical smack to the jaw. The outside world will bewilder said child, in a way in which they have no context or tools to adequately interpret, engage, or deal with.

So what are we to do? Enforce the shelter/preserve model favoured by many parents, or equip students with the abilities needed to not only handle a grossly fallen world, but to speak Christ’s redemptive presence into the messiness of the fallen human condition?

Stated rather obviously, I propose the latter option. For how can the message of redemption actually be redemptive without a teenager having prior knowledge of the messiness that needs redeeming?

In the Christian community, and perhaps at times from the parental viewpoint, the emphasis seems to often be on what adolescents should or should not be reading/watching/viewing, rather than on how adolescents are thinking and engaging critically with what they’re reading/watching/viewing. Obviously, there are certain forms of media Christians ought to avoid (pornography, most horror films, and Nickelback come to mind), but a willingness to be open-minded about typically non-conservative forms of literature, film, and music that portray life as it really is (for the purpose of considering what it means to be a human being, as Wallace says) would be beneficial to our Christian students.

Maybe this 51%/49% pain/pleasure conception of life is a bit too bleak for our students? Well, maybe in some ways, but perhaps there's hope in this too. Life as teenagers experience it (even Christian teenagers) isn't always all roses, and certainly from a biblical perspective, this experience is a true result of what it means to live in a state of fallenness, sin, and partial separation from God. But without this ubiquitous pain and suffering we experience on a personal and collective level as humans, there would be no redemption, hope, or ultimate victory. Good literature helps us to empathize with the pain of others and be comforted in the midst of our own pain. It also vividly outlines what it means to be a human being living between the trees, which is to say after the Tree of Life in Genesis 2 (where man falls directly after in chapter 3), and before the reappearance of the same tree in Revelation 22 (where man is ultimately redeemed). Being between the trees is certainly the worst place humanity can find itself (as it's after the entrance of death and before the final absolution from the sin that causes it), but this is where Christ (and good literature) most relevantly speak to us in our human condition. 

8 comments:

  1. Dave - love your thoughts here. I hear you saying that we, as part of the Christian school movement, must reflect/embrace/model a personal walk that has no disconnect from theory and practice. Or rather, humbly boast an authentic personal walk that melds faith and works, that unites Christian school bubble and real-life, and that corrects the notion that pious behaviour is real spirituality by giving grace and freedom to one's heart. I'm happy to be on this adventure with you!

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  2. First off, props for openly beaking Nickelback! Something needs to be done about their abomination which they call music.

    I'm reminded of a cheap art form in the Pixar movie Walle. Mankind gets to a point where they have completely separated themselves from the necessary "ubiquitous pain and suffering" of being Man. It takes the two little robots teaching them about stewardship and how to work to take care of Earth, how to suffer for the earth.

    I really enjoyed reading this Dave!

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  3. While I agree with some of what you say, for sake of a discussion, would rather "question" some things from the perspective of David Foster Wallace, as you quote him extensively. And I start with - this is how I am seeing it, trying to live it, and do not want to be one to "judge". But hey, let’s discuss.

    For a guy who ironically wrote a book on freewill, it seems to be a sad case of a brilliant person who could not surrender. He seems to be a perceptive guy who was too committed to cause than Christ, too wrapped up in reaction than redemption. Why did he commit suicide? I don't think we will ever know but it's important as we live messy lives to know we can finish strong, which unfortunately, he did not. As insightful and prophetic a voice he has in the modern age, at the end of his own personal working out of what it means to be a human being living in the tension of the pain/pleasure dichotomy, he killed himself. What does it say that he saw death, and taking his own life as the final answer to his human existence?

    Maybe he "wanted too much” the things he was most compelled to resolve, and not Christ. Here’s a thought I struggle to live everyday as I wrestle with life’s issues – let Christ take care of all that stuff. There is a need to let go at some point, and Wallace just didn’t seem to be able to do so. Dysfunction of his sort is a product of two things – one, inability to truly become humble in the space of other people; and two, because of that, never really being able to see the greater tapestry of the way God works through humble, broken and messy things and others. And I speak this as one who is daily reminded of the mess I have made, am in the middle of making, and am looking for hope and a chance to be redeemed. For the sake of myself and my family.

    My children attend HCS and Paul Kelly made comments about the rich greenhouse, gracious community, righteous environment our children are in and how we need to transition them into the next stage of their journey. I would argue that the "greenhouse" of HCS is a messy broken place that our own students live in (both in their homes and their schools). We need NOW, not later when our kids leave, to live and teach about a life where we can humble ourselves to be vulnerable with others, in which case we would actually be able to accept our own and everyone else's limitations... those greater forces that appear so freaking messed up that we want to cure, but we need to surrender to Christ. Our kids need to live and find the same life NOW.

    There is a sort of spiritual perfectionism in the likes of Wallace. One that cannot be achieved even as we look at our own humanness.
    Through all the mess and disaster and humanness of what we are living, I see a life of hope through Jesus Christ. I see redemption in Him.

    If we became nothing, if our school became nothing, we would only lose the measure that another human can give. Our true joy and prosperity is the beautiful human community we have part in. It is a blessing to have divine purpose come upon each of us through the voice we give to each other. The community of those I am involved in has enlarged, enriched and prospered me. Great to be part of not only this discussion but the changing and growing of each other that Christ allows through each other.

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    1. Hi Gord, awesome thoughts here. So glad to be a part of this rich dialogue. As I wrote that greenhouse comment I had a slight moment of reflection - really - my heart/mind questioned if that's really what I wanted to say. In reflecting this past week and in working through a few uber-messy student discipline issues I am convinced now more than ever that the Christian school is a messy place indeed. What a task we have and what a role we as role models can play - Lord, we need Your grace, wisdom, patience, etc. to be used by You in the lives of these kids. As leaders, we also need wisdom, favour, and grace as we seek to train both the Godly and unGodly in how they should live. Spiritual perfectionism is tough even to type. The more I meet Jesus the more I realize I need Him.

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  4. Thanks so much for your comment, Gord. It's great to see some online input here! I loved your statement, "And I speak this as one who is daily reminded of the mess I have made, am in the middle of making, and am looking for hope and a chance to be redeemed. For the sake of myself and my family." Beautiful. A few other things came to mind as I read your post, so I'll take a bit of time to respond to the criticisms.

    Firstly, I don't think David Foster Wallace is the answer to or ultimate authority on the big questions of life. I agree that redemption only comes through Christ. To take what he says above as his soteriological take on life, I think goes way beyond the scope of what he's trying to say, which remember is just about the role of literature in the grander discussion of what it means to be human. Remember too that Wallace isn't writing as a "Christian" author. Did the word "prophet" maybe throw you off a bit? I didn't mean it in a Christian sense, but more in a general, "someone who profoundly speaks the truth" kind of way. In all his work, he never overtly states his worldview, though I think aspects of it can be inferred from his deeply moral and empathic writing. I do, however, think that when we find biblical truth in secular culture, we can use it effectively to communicate the gospel (as seen in Acts 17).

    Secondly, it is true that Wallace committed suicide. He struggled with soul-crippling clinical depression for most of his adult life, and experienced profound psychological pain that most people couldn't conceive of. Add to that his very early literary success with his wildly-acclaimed novel Infinite Jest (which is my favourite novel of all time), and the gnawing sense of being unable to reproduce a work to match it. The fact that he killed himself, however, does nothing to negate the truth of his philosophy - that would constitute an ad hominem attack. The fact that he wasn't able to live it out fully, speaks only of human weakness, not untruth. If we look at Solomon, for example, the fact that he didn't finish well does nothing to disprove the truth of Proverbs - it just shows that he was subject to his own fallible humanity, as we all are.

    Lastly, you mentioned Wallace's spiritual perfectionism. I totally agree that we cannot achieve this in our own humanness, and I don't think Wallace is saying that here either. But if we look at scripture, spiritual perfectionism abounds there as well. "Be holy, for I am holy," is, to me, probably the greatest example of this. Obviously no one can achieve that standard of utter holiness, but it sets an ideal. And without superlative standards of this kind, our aspirations could only ever be mediocre to begin with. "But if a piece of fiction can allow us imaginatively to identify with a character’s pain, we might then also more easily conceive of others identifying with our own. This is nourishing, redemptive; we become less alone inside." I don't think Wallace is saying here (or anywhere) that literature has salvific powers, or that it is ultimately redemptive in a theological sort of way. I just think he's saying that good literature speaks to and about our humanity as it really is: frail, limited, and fallenly messy. And this is where we as a Christian school get the opportunity to speak Christ's redemptive voice into this human condition of ours, which is something a public school could never do or have the tools to adequately deal with. To me, that's the excitement of Christian education, and where Wallace's comments become the most valuable.

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  5. Thanks David. Well said. To be clear, I never thought you were holding up David Wallace as the answer to ultimate authority. I wanted to see a balance to not only what he said but who he was and what he did. I love the illustration of Solomon. Unfortunately, in life and in the bible, there are many examples of those who did not finish strong. It almost seems the man who hangs in there for the long haul with his wife, his kids, and his Lord is an exception these days. It drives me more in my need for a Saviour to love mercy, walk humbly and do what is right.

    If I was teaching students about Solomon though, I would certainly not stop at the Proverbs, but rather examine the whole life. Into Ecclesiastes and the mess. Raising Wallace's suicide is not an ad hominem attack, but rather an attempt (even if crude) to make sure we look at the whole man and not a part. It all has a voice.

    We are educators. We have a responsibility to what we say and who we hold up. When we say someone "is the most insightful and prophetic voice in the modern age", or one email that stated "I strongly agree with the post", students will notice and look past the deeper things of what we say. And I know I am preaching to the choir when I say this. Wallace may have a conception of life as 51% pain/49% pleasure, but is that what we present? Do we hide his own pain?

    Sometimes I see a dichotomy with the church / school. Sometimes we are too quick to hold up perfection which becomes legalism. The lily white lives we all esteem and award instead of building and living in the community of caring and loving people who understand failure, forgiveness and freedom. Sometimes in my life, my home, my church, my school we get it right and when we do, my heart sings. Doesn't everyone want a place where you can be your self and everybody knows your name? Often we do not get it right. Do you know I have personally met people who would not send their children to HCS because of the number of children from single family homes. As if double parent homes are never dysfunctional or become that way when we are so bigoted and exclusive.

    And yet I see the dichotomy of the other side. While we know the life as 51% pain/49% pleasure of life, we can tend (especially in the humanities) lean more to reflection of the pain and the writings we tend to use in class are probably more representative of 75% pain / 25% pleasure. And what will students gravitate to? That's the need for balance. Though that word can be over-rated - was Christ balanced? He was definitely truth, and light, and love, and sacrifice, and forgiveness.

    Amen to the journey. Love being sharpened.

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  6. Yeah, balance is good. I try to find literature that's funny and engaging for my students, that also gives a realistic portrayal of life (even if it's fantasy or magic realism). Pulling out biblical principles from negative stories can be almost equally rewarding as seeing the redemptive themes in others, as both exemplify a biblical worldview.

    I definitely stand by my comment about the importance of Wallace's voice and capacity to so insightfully comment on the human situation. I've never encountered a writer who does it so well. If you know of others that do it better, I'd love to hear about them! I certainly also wouldn't try to hide Wallace's pain - that would be pretty self-defeating, since he talks about it and demonstrates it in his writing so much. Ever read any of his work? I really appreciate the empathy, humour, detail, and exploration of the human condition he provides. Best writer ever, man.

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    1. Dave, Gord, I love this dialogue. What I really love is how Dave's initial post resonated with me. Although I have not critiqued Wallace and cannot speak to his influence, I do strongly agree with our school's need to use curricula that helps sharpen/helps open/helps shape our students' minds to move from a place of spiritual immaturity to maturity. What a role Christian schools can play. I see the role of Christian schools to be leading these issues with our kids - to be instigating the tough topics - to be helping kids process the arguments/thoughts/assumptions/accusations of the world that awaits them from a Christian worldview. My mind is stewing on HCS' role as a Christian school...very different role in K,1-3,4-6,7-9,10-12 etc. Thanks for helping instigate these ideas in my mind.

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